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ADD IT. ADD IT. ADD IT.
COMMENT ON THE FIRST POST & IF I LIKE YOU I'LL ADD YOU BACK.
I'm no longer going to use this one. This is my last post in here.
Derik & I are sharing that one now & that's the one I'll be updating.
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[22 Aug 2005|04:18pm] |
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Add it & If I really like you then I will add you back.
Oh P.S. if you add it comment on the first entry & let me know that you have.
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[21 Aug 2005|12:58pm] |
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I'm taking a break from livejournal for awhile.
I really don't want to, but I just don't have time right now.
I don't know how long it will be for.
But I will be back eventually.
I apologize.
Delete me if you'd like.
This is just the way it has to be.
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[18 Aug 2005|06:33pm] |
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[16 Aug 2005|02:34pm] |
I REDID MY USERINFO & IT LOOKS ALL PRETTYFUL NOW!
EVERYONE GO LOOK AT IT.
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[16 Aug 2005|11:25am] |
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dizerik: baby..
dizerik: im so in love with you :-)
ALSDKFJDLFJK! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH.
WE ARE PERFECT!
I'M SO HAPPY TODAY.
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[15 Aug 2005|02:38pm] |
So, I've been thinking a lot. I've had recent things to trigger these thoughts of course, but regardless I've been thinking.
Yesterday I thought a lot about the way I am. I'm the kind of person who is very shy. I'm honest & I expect everyone else to be the same. Sometimes I forget that everyone makes mistakes just like I do & I forget that it's easy for someone to change even in a short period of time. I've changed dramatically in the past few months and there are so many people I don't get along with because of things that happened in my past. I tend to hold grudges for a very long time over ridiculous things. I forget that no matter how long I hold a grudge it's not going to change what has already taken place. So, I've made a decision. This is a new school year. That means I have a new start. I'm going to let go of all the ridiculous little grudges that I've held go. I'm not saying I want to be everyones best friend, but it wouldn't kill me to be nice.I'm going to give everyone a new chance, because I'm a different person now & you just never know. I also realized that I'm not really a friendly person a lot. I don't try to be bitchy, but sometimes that's the way I come across. I let my shyness get the best of me. Then when people come up being all nice or something I just kind of shut them out or I'm not as friendly back. I have a really hard time trusting people and letting people in my life, so sometimes it causes me to not even give people a chance. So now I will. I'll start the new year off giving everyone a chance. I'm not going to be fake. There are people that I don't like & I have reasons for but I'm letting go of the little stuff & getting to know people I never go a chance. Ok that's all.
THIS WAS LONG AND POINTLESS I KNOW.
I WAS THINKING SO I HAD TO WRITE IT DOWN.
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[15 Aug 2005|02:08pm] |
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Derik & I played in the rain again yesterday.
It poured. It felt like a hurricane or something and it was freezing.
It was still fun though. :]
 
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[14 Aug 2005|01:20am] |
I L O V E T H I S B O Y S O V E R Y M U C H.
H E I S M Y E V E R Y T H I N G.
( T O N I G H T. )
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[11 Aug 2005|09:15am] |
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I don't want to go back to school. :[
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[10 Aug 2005|05:05pm] |
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This afternoon has pretty much suckedd.
I just need to see Derik.
I can't wait until 8:30.
Earlier when I was out he just called to say he loved me.
I love it when he does that.
It makes my day 3464576245 times better.
This is pretty pointless, and you'll get over it.
I haven't really been commenting much lately.
I get behind & I've been busy.
I've been doing my best to read everyones updates & stay caught up on what is going on with everyone.
Sometimes I just don't have time to go through everything. I apologize.
I'll get caught up soon & leave you all comments.
Until then, you'll just have to bare with me.
I hope everyone has a wonderful night.
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[10 Aug 2005|01:17am] |
Today Julia and I spent the day together.
First we went homecoming shopping & it started storming really hard.
So, when we got home we played in the rain.
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[09 Aug 2005|05:55pm] |
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Last night Derik and I layed on my roof on a blanket & looked at the stars. :]
It was nice. He makes me so incredibly happy.
Then we came in and layed on the living room floor and played Madagascar.
( PICTURES! )
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[09 Aug 2005|02:15am] |
I wonder how I ever make it through a day.
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray.
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized
I'd never live
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
And I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really living
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I dont know how
I'd survive without your kiss
Because you've given me
A reason to exist
And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you've breathed your love into me just in time
I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really living
Because I never lived before your love.
Derik and I had a wonderful night. Just as every second I spend with him is.
I have pictures and I WILL update with them tommorow. I'm just too sleepy to fool with it tonight.
I seriously don't know what I'd do without him.
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SUP LOVER FACES?!
Last night we went to Starbucks with Jared & Casey for awhile.
Then Derik & I left there and went to Clints.
& I got to listen to my baby & Clint play guitar for awhile.
 
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[06 Aug 2005|06:06pm] |
The past two days the weather has been perfect.
As much as I love the rain, this sunshine is beautiful.
( ♥ )
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